Basically, though, I covet, and I need to knock it the fuck off because it won't get me anywhere but (more) miserable fast.
Sheesh, I haven't felt this Catholic since 1982 - the year I told my mother, "I'm not Catholic. I just don't feel it. I might be Buddhist or Hindu or something." I was ten.
Thank you for listening to my vague confession. I'll go say the Hail Mary now.
(Where did I put that rosary...?)