GAH!! Why is it that I can push myself really hard at times (had a baby without drugs, did a marathon, got published, opened Illuminate Salon), and then turn around and PROCRASTINATE like no one else?Haven't I learned by now that it's always better to face my fears and forge ahead? And what is so scary about, oh, creating a ten-page marketing plan for school? It can only help me when I turn around and make one for Illuminate, right?
And the sooner I get the legal crap with my ex finished, the clearer my head will be so I can concentrate on the MANY other things I want/need to do, like, oh, WRITING.
If only there was a magical cheese I could eat that would push me...or bacon. Yeah, a magical strip of bacon to give me energy. That would be good.
